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>> Friday, June 30, 2006

natapos ko na palang basahin yung "the giver". natapos ko kasi yung shiloh kahapon. tapos sinimulan ko yung the giver kanina. di ko inaasahan na matatapos ko siya sa isang araw.

hehe.

maganda siya. pero di ko alam kung maiintindihan yon ng bata. yung act of Release nga, mga kalahati ko lang naintindihan kung ano ibig sabihin non. haha nakakatuwa yung pagkasulat. Assignment for jobs, Cuddling objects for stuffed toys, and age is the determining factor when you attain independence, a new jacket and a bicycle. cool.

pero serious siya. at malungkot. tagos sa puso. pero may super sad feeling ka after mong basahin. wow. may Feelings pala ako. hindi ako nakatira sa mundo ng Sameness.

haha.

what if ganon nga talaga mundo natin? walang kulay, at lahat ay dinidikta ng mga mas matanda (Elders). masyadong perpekto at masyadong malinis. panget. masaya pag magulo, mas masya ang soap opera pag may kontrabida.

ay tamang-tama yung music ko sa entry na ito. naka-shuffle yung playlist ko, "mundong malungkot" ng sugarfree. bagay na bagay sa "the giver". malulungkot ka nga pag nalaman mo ang katotohanan ng pagtira sa Sameness.

nakakatakot siguro pag nakatira ka don.

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mundong malungkot
sugarfree

kung tulog ka pa, 'wag ka munang gumising
kung ikaw ay mahimbing
sa iyong pansamantalang mundo
at ika'y malayo sa gulo
baka 'di mo makayanan ang iyong mga pagmamasdan

a, dito sa aking mundo
ay puno ng galit at sakit
at 'di mo maitatago ang mga luha mo
sa malungkot kong mundo

kung gising ka na, 'wag ka munang bumangon
d'yan ka lang, dahil sa labas
umuulan ng dugo at luha
d'yan ka lang, ipikit mo ang mga matang
'di makayanan ang kanilang mga pagmamasdan




ps. i might be writing more in tagalog. i'm getting tired of fussing about grammar, especially i'm re-learning grade school grammar at work. eeek. subject-transitive verb-indirect object-direct object. and all that jazz.

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shiloh

>> Thursday, June 29, 2006

i finished "shiloh" in one day. it has a newberry medal on the cover and i was expecting it to be as touching as "bridge to tabithia". it was nice, it was about a kid saving a dog from its cruel owner. but by the end of the book, i was still looking for that "oomph". tabithia left me teary-eyed. tagos sa puso. shiloh was "just ok."

it's a good read, different style of writing. the writer didn't use the usual english grammar. she wrote it as if the kid was telling the story. and she included her back story, the inspiration where she got for the book.

i still stand by tabithia. love it to bits. maybe i could relate to it, because they talked about imaginary kingdoms and art. that's what i also like from my favorite book, "olive's ocean" by henkes. the girl in the story wanted to be a writer and she wrote by getting ideas from her experiences. those two are my favorite books now, and both got awards for story and content. hope i could get my own copy of bridge to tabithia.

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my song for galileo

>> Wednesday, June 28, 2006

modified to fit the galileo environment.

wouldn't it be loverly
from my fair lady

all i want is a place somewhere
far away from the cold aircon
with one enormous chair
oh wouldn't it be loverly?

lots of sky flakes for me to eat
lots of cooks making lots of food
warm face, thick jackets, more food
oh wouldn't it be loverly.

Aow, so loverly sittin' abso-bloomin'-lutely still
i will always budge for food
in the middle of making tests!

someone's hand reaching out to me
a paper with money figures on it
which will forever be mine
oh wouldn't it be loverly!!!

loverly, loverly, loverly, loverleeee.

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masayang post

>> Tuesday, June 27, 2006

WHOHOOOOO!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

*squeal*

jump, jump, jump.

DOING DOING DOINNNGG.....


ahahahahahaha...!!!!!!?!?!?

















.....


haay. sarap mangarap ng gising. napapangiti ka ng di oras.

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pampalipas oras

>> Monday, June 26, 2006





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You think normal people are strange
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panaginip sa dilim. malamang.

>> Sunday, June 25, 2006

i remembered my dream again when i got a text message from liza this morning.

i entered a room in ateneo to see my block there. we were supposed to have a guidance diagnostic test then go somewhere after. (reminds me of the 1st block outing we had in eastwood 2 years ago. july 2. i won't forget that.) i saw liza and regi on the front row as soon as i stepped into the classroom. liza gave me a calculator and regi gave me something.

i noticed six people wearing white jerseys. they were running around the room, doing some sort of initiation. then at the corner of the room, i saw edlyn, running and jumping over chairs. and on her left chest was a patch that said, "i am a lawyer". haha

i stepped out of the classroom with liza and regi. we talked. regi handed me a pencil before i went inside. but the proctor didn't let me take the test because they were starting already and i was late. i reasoned out that my bag was already there and i just stepped out for a while. she was stern, i got pissed off, and i walked out. i looked for regi and liza, who were no where to be found, and saw dad parked near the overpass.

i woke up and texted liza and edlyn about it. liza just replied this morning and said. "weird, i lost my calculator two weeks ago."

haha. nasakin na. sa panaginip.

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just a thought

>> Saturday, June 24, 2006

there are some people you are aquainted with.

there are people whom you enjoy being with.

there are some people you like. there are some people you like. people call them crushes, puppy love, or a new term i got from ada: squish.

there are some people you call friends. there are people you call best friends.

i've heard of the term, "more than friends, but less than lovers."

there are some people you love. there are some people you love.

and they are not necessarily your girl and boy guy (as not to create confusion) friends.

yeah, it is possible to be more than friends, not best friends, but less than lovers.

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biruin mo nga naman.

>> Tuesday, June 20, 2006

akalain mo na...

...matututo akong magpiano?
...matututo akong lumangoy?
...makakapasa ako ng ateneo?
...makakagraduate ako ng college?
...magkakaron ang block e ng mahigit one hundred thousand pesos para sa aming fine arts festival?
...di kami magkakaroon ng utang?
...bonded parin ang block e 2006 kahit may umalis at may bagong dating?
...magkakatrabaho ako? at sa makati pa?
...makikipagsiksikan ako sa mrt?
...uuwi ako ng gabi dahil nagpapagabi ako? (haha)

maraming tanong na hindi masasagot. Diyos lang ang nagtatakda nito.

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firefox becomes the real thing

>> Monday, June 19, 2006

i can't get over this cute thing. got this from em's lj. goodness, it's so cute that i want one! now!




em calls it the real firefox. and i damn agree with her. :D

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akalain mo?

>> Sunday, June 18, 2006

dreams are venues for the impossible.

i dreamt i was with some block e people, (all i remember were ina, jace and edlyn) thinking of a dance. we were tasked to do an interpretative dance of the sea and we had 10 minutes to do it. since ina was the expert in this field, she did all the choreography. jace was more of the hip hop side. all edlyn and i could do was to goof around, making fish gestures.

then my cellphone rang. it was miko calling. as in si kuya miko na boyfriend ni golda na hindi ko na tinatawag na kuya kasi matanda na raw ako. i don't know how miko got into the picture, nor how he got my cellphone number. we were talking about dance, and how he would like to invite me to a dance. i don't even dance! well i used to (as all girls try to take up ballet lessons when they were kids), but i stopped after realizing my body cannot follow dance steps, especially hiphop. i think miko dances, or was it myk? can't remember, but the part of miko calling really weirded me out.

i was holding my phone, still figuring out why miko called me, when i woke up. until now, i still don't know where the miko part came from. i haven't seen him or talked to him for a long time and i'm sure my brain cells don't have the capacity to dig out that memory from my history bank. i still could get the part of the dancing with ina, jace and edlyn, but miko? san nanggaling yon?

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pictures

>> Saturday, June 17, 2006

while i was checking my mail for new updates, (wala naman eh. haha puro spam. che.) i saw these pictures that made me smile today.


for those whose butts are stuck to the computer chair.


friends forever. aww. shucks, ang cute.

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kwentong bata

>> Sunday, June 11, 2006

gumagawa kami ng impromptu book ni chino. ang galing! dahil lang sa dalawa naming blockmate na parehong june ang birthday, nakaisip kami ni chino ng rhyming story. pwede namin siya matapos ngayong araw na ito! yeheeey!

ang saya nito ah.

di pa tapos, kaya di ko muna ilalagay dito. saka kelangan perfect bago ipadala sa mga publishing houses. haha nangarap?! why not.

"hi jay! hi kae!"

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total: i act like i'm 33 years old. haahaha. charing.

>> Saturday, June 10, 2006

How old do you act? Put an x on all the things you
can do and find out how old you act!!:)

[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] I can do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself (forever hotdog. haha charing. joke)
[x] I do my chores after being told once
[x] I always do my homework/work
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations (well, sometimes.)
[ ] I think politics are exciting (forget it. mas exciting ang showbiz)
[x] My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers (yeap. wisdom comes with age, not with fashion. haha)

total: 6

[x] I show up for school/work every day unless I'm sick
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a ticket
[x] watch talk shows and point out the incredibility of it all
[x] I know what incredibility means without looking it up
[ ] I drink black coffee

total: 5

[x] I know how to run the dish washer..and/or do the dishes
[x] I can count in more than one language
[x] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it. (lalo na pag gusto ko. haha)
[ ] I mow the lawn
[ ] I can wash my car (wala akong car eh. but i know how to wash a car!)
[x] I can make adults laugh..without being stupid (sometimes.)
[x] I remember to water my plants
[x] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work (eh? talaga? haaha)
[ ] I remember to feed my pets. (no pets. no more pets. waaah)
[x] I'm generally organized (generally naman eh. mukhang organized sakin yon kasi alam ko kung san nakalagay yung mga kalat ko)
[x] I know the meaning of capital punishment

total: 9

[x] I can spell experience without looking it up
[x] I clean up my own messes
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[x] I can go to the store with out getting something I don't need
[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said
[x] I listen to my elders
[x] I understand the fact that the world always screws someone over
[x] I can type fast, because I type every day

total: 7

[x] My choice in clothing is acceptable in an office or something like that
[ ] I can watch politics and laugh
[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[x] I can look at someone hot and not think of sex
[x]I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job (i have a job but no one takes me seriously. "nagttrabaho ka na?")
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it
[ ] People have said that I act older than I am
[x] I can be sent on an errand and not get side tracked

total: 6

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coyleyj

1. ANO'NG STUDENT NUMBER MO?
~ 022377

2. NAKAPASA KA BA OR WAITLISTED? ::
~ pasado ako! sa himala ng buong mundo! hahaha!!

3. PAANO MO NALAMAN ANG ENTRANCE EXAM RESULT? ::
~ una, binalita sakin ni cet. tapos ni idowl rj. tapos 3rd opinion, pumunta ako sa blue eagle gym. tapos hinintay ko na yung letter of acceptance. tapos naghyper mode na ako!!!

4. ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE? ::
~ creative writing! feeling magaling ako na manunulat non eh.

5. SECOND CHOICE? ::
~ computer science. feeling magaling din ako non sa computer. ahaha

6. ANO COURSE MO NA NATAPOS?
~ creative writing!!

7. NAG-SHIFT KA BA? ::
~ no no no!! bawal magshift! hha. joke. nakakatamad magshift.

8. BAKIT?
~ nakakatamad nga eh. daming hassle sa papel. haha

9. NAKAPAG-DORM KA BA?
~ hindi.

10. NAKA UNO KA BA? ::
~ nako. pag uno, D yon! oo, nakaexperience na ako ng D. philo. wahahaha. patok.

11. NAGKA-3?
~ oo! marami ako nyan! feeling! hahahaha

12. BAGSAK?
~ sa test lang. pero sa card, wala naman. phew.

13. MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA?
~ yeaaah. 50% tuition and fees. hahaha at libreng pagkain. haha joke.

14. ILANG UNITS NA ANG NAIPASA MO?
~ umm. lahat. 168?

15. NANGARAP KA BA NA MAG- CUM LAUDE?
~ oo naman. hanggang pangarap lang itooo.

16. KELAN KA NAGTAPOS?
~ 2006! marso! whohooo!

17. FAVE PROF
~ sir badong bernal (film and design at aesthetics). sir tigno (eng 13). missy maramara (sa practicum). sir larry (poetry)

18. WORST TEACHER:
~ yung isang teacher na di magaling magturo. hahaha bawal magbanggit ng pangalan.

19. FAVE SUBJECT/S:
~ math 12 (yehey!). film and design. practicum. poetry with sir larry.

20. WORST SUBJECT:
~ socio anthro. history. eco. panget silang lahaaat!

21. FAVE BUILDING:
~ shemmpre!!! gonzaga!

22. PABORITONG KAINAN:
~ walang kamatayang caf up.

23. NONG ESTUDYANTE KA PA MAGKANO BA ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP?
~ umm. 7 pesos yung pinakamahal na naabutan ko.

24. LAGI KA BA SA LIBRARY? ::
~ nung first year lang. at pag desperado na sa grades, diretso lib para mag-aral. hahaha

25. NAGPUNTA KA BA SA CLINIC NUN :
~ yeap.

26. MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS? ::
~ oo naman!!! hahah yihee!

27. ANU-ANO ANG MGA NAGING PE MO?
~ arnis. table tennis. pe 101. at badminton! sayang, wala pa yung swimming pool. gusto ko pa naman mag-pe ng swimming.

28. KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO? ::
~ MASAYA! the best block ever! ahoooo!!

29. MEMORIZE MO BA ANG ALMA MATTER SONG NIYO?
~ umm.. "we stand on a hill.. *mumbles* mary for you... GO ATENEO!!! for your white and blue.. GO ATENEO!!".. um, d masyado.

30. MEMBER KA BA NG VARSITY TEAM? ::
~ wish ko lang.h ahaha

31. NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM? ::
~ perfect 0? haha. joke. di pa.

32. NAGYOYOSI KA BA?
~ clean lungs! haha charing. di ako naninigariyo.

33. DITO KA BA NATUTONG UMINOM NG BEER?
~ di ako umiinom ng beer. coke represent!

34. MASAYA BA ANG COLLEGE LIFE MO?
- oo naman! the best!

35. BAKIT?
- kasi. ummm. may libreng evacuation center! fa dept!

36. I-DESCRIBE MO ANG SARILI MO NGAYONG BUHAY KOLEHIYO?
- natuto akong di matulog dahil sa deadline! at mas naging magaling ako na crammer! yehey!

37. MAY BARKADA KA BA SA COLLEGE?
- yes yes yes!

38. SINO ANG PINAKAMIMISS MO NA KAIBIGAN SA COLLEGE?
- buong block e!!!!!!!

9. BAKIT?
- kasi namimiss ko na kabaliwan namin. walang tatalo sa batch namin!

40. ANO ANG HINDI MO MAKAKALIMUTAN NUNG COLLEGE?
- yung fa fest. akalain mo, nagkapera tayo ng over a hundred thou? hahahah san nanggaling yon?

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status: finding... forever

>> Thursday, June 08, 2006

it has been two days and i still haven't found a blog template that i love. summer is over (or at least the summer fever.. but not the heat) and my blog theme is not anymore in the season. i couldn't take a school theme, because i'm not in college anymore. i don't want to put a work theme, i even haven't started yet. i want something fun and cute.

i have to stick with this layout for the meantime. maganda naman eh. and modifying a blog template takes me the whole day. so i really have to pick a nice template. no room for mediocracy. hahha. excellence chorva.

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imagine me in corporate look. naaah. di bagay.

>> Tuesday, June 06, 2006

*insert opening song from qtv's "may trabaho ka!"*

i feel like i just passed the ateneo college test. but instead of me giving them money, i'll be earning my own money.

may trabaho na ako. this is soooo not me.

i'm the youngest in the office. and my boss is an atenean. yeaah, ateneo air around. hahaha

when i was still job-hunting, i kept on teasing those working in makati. yuck, konyo air. macaytee. little did i know, i'm going to one of them. now, i'll be teasing myself.

the great thing about my office? it's just across starbucks jupiter. whohooo! caffeine overload. joke lang, magastos yon.

ooohh makati moolah.

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patok.

>> Sunday, June 04, 2006

di siya mukhang rakista. grabe, parang di mo aakalain na rakista siya. di lang basta-bastang rakista. hard core ito. kakaiba. panalo.

\m/ - ang cute nito. panahon ang dumaraan bago ko magawa siya sa kamay ko. iniisip ko pa kung anong daliri ang itaas. ang naitataas ko lagi eh ang hinlalaki, hindi ang hintuturo. haha halatang di ako pwedeng rakista.

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mahal ang mga bag sa 'our tribe'. umaabot ng libo. di kaya ng P300 budget ko. kawawa na kasi yung bag kong galing ng dibisorya. kelangan na siyang idala sa icu dahil naghihingalo na siya. bibigay na ang mga hawakan at punit-punit na ang lining. pero ginagamit ko parin kasi yon lang ang kayang dalhin ang sangkadamakmak na gamit ko. magic bag ang kelangan ko, di bag na cellphone lang ang kasya.

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hoy. layuan mo ako.

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she loves her?

>> Saturday, June 03, 2006

i did my internet routine already. and there's no one online to bug. i had nothing to do so i checked the profiles of those in my friendster list. and i came across the page of one of my high school classmates.

it was not right. it is not right.

she has a girlfriend and is into her 8th month relationship with her.

weird. she treats her like she's her wife (getting confused on who's who?) and wishes that some day they will get married.

i've heard of premarital sex and teen-age pregnancy among my batchmates in high school, i've been exposed to girl-to-girl relationships. but usually, after high school, they get over it and have boyfriends. i have classmate who have girlfriends when we were in the secondary level, but when they reached college, they moved on and had relationships with the opposite sex. i've had this theory that because we came from an all-girls' school and there are no boys at arm's reach (except for the janitors and security guards... meron kaya samin ang nagka-crush sa kanila? nah, i don't think so...), then teen-age girls satisfy their puberty change to the same sex.

every time i check her friendster page, i always take a second look. i keep on looking for something that would tell me that they are just friends. i remember having conversations with this girl about boys when we were in high school. but now, what comes out of her mouth is a girl's name. the statement is clear: they are in love with each other. ack.

she's pretty and simple and i'm sure she'd get a boyfriend with her looks. but why a girl?

the world is weird.

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