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>> Thursday, January 26, 2006

blogger pages take time to load. i lose patience when i post here. but i don't want to abandon piglet and this pink page.

*warning: the following paragraphs are not coherent with each other.*

after the fa festival, i feel the god of laziness haunting me. i should be doing a lot of advanced studying so that i won't cram when tests and papers come, but i spend too much time hanging out in the fa department, dreaming about something (or someone. harhar), bumming around, reminiscing about the fa festival, fixing my script for comfort woman, eating, or plain sleeping.

there are times when i long for something (or someone. harhar) i yearn for that little "want" that i have been keeping a secret for a long time. no one knows what it is. maybe they do, but it is not confirmed. i like to keep things to myself, because the thrill will be gone the moment a person knows about it. that is why crushes and secret admirers will remain a mystery to people. i would only tell if there is really something going on. but if confirmation is not there, then only my lonely self will know about it. i can't even force myself to put it on paper, maybe for the fact that someone might read it in the future and know about my little wants.

mysterious me. i can be as hyper as you want me to be, but there are times that i am in a senti mood (kasalanan to ni cams at ni miyo!). i try not to be desperate. but it seems that my dreams lead me somewhere beyond reality. my dreams become my personal journal, they translate my "wants" into something that i can call reality, even for just hours. eyes closed.

i stalk, i make my move, but no one notices. they think it's the sweet yumi, the hyper yumi, the kiddie yumi. maybe i am. look at me. and sing. play. those strings amaze me. feedback. yun na yon? (okhhay. ako lang makakarelate dito) those eyes, the smile. and the head. yes, it is you. you. damn, stop it yumi. harhar, di bagay.

change topic.

the fine arts festival has been my life and the moment of my college year. while everyone is stressed about their thesis, i am in bliss. true, money did bring me stress with the festival, but the experience and the memories is what separates the usual thesis from the fine arts thesis. it is what brought the block together, and proved that starving artists can actually earn money. it has only been weeks since we considered the exhibit hall our home. i don't want to leave the exhibit hall and let others use it, i am attached to it already. the curtains, the stage, the props, the lights, the food, the lapels, the cd player, the bean bags, the newspaper, the thrust stage, the chairs, the bed, the books, and the trash. 4 years ago, we were kids marching from pizza hut to ateneo with party hats, lined up and chanting some song. but now, these party hats turned to fireworks, while we earn money in order to celebrate a week of arts. before, our wallets contained a hundred bucks for food, now the block has a bank account, actually having money in it. we wonder where and how we were able to raise at least a hundred thousand pesos for the fine arts festival. we still stand amazed at what we were able to do. a week of fun, and a book that will give us the title of "published". a great opportunity for batch 2006. not all people get the privilege of being published. the fact that the book has the 4 letter word that makes us proud is enought to say that we are ready to graduate. i-s-b-n. yes, we have done this and that. we have all gone through the tears and the laughter.

and now, the sentimental mood shifts from like and love to the block.

i am proud to say that i am part of batch 2006. nothing beats the camaraderie, the bonding sessions, the number of students in the block, and the new additions. it is one happy family, and we love each other.

i warned you this post ain't coherent, right?

i search for you, and wish that your name pops out in my computer screen.

but i cannot dream.

(shheeeet. walang sense. ano ba? nagdrama nanaman ako? sorry kung di ka makarelate sa pinagsasabi ko, ganyan ang first draft ng isang manunulat. maraming mga hindi importante, nahuhumaling lang ako sa mga salita na nagagawa ng utak ko. kung naintindihan mo, swerte ka. may alam ka tungkol sa akin.)

ayan na, blogger, di na kita pinabayaan. gumawa na ako ng post para sa blogger.


fishie is swimming

>> Wednesday, January 18, 2006

wow. i was suprised that they came to my play. thanks to tita jette, tita lulu, tita maribel and tito joseph. to joy, thanks for dropping by. kim! nice to see you, long time no see. i missed yah.

sorry i wasn't able to spend time with you guys, i was backstage, trying to ward off the devil of headaches. thanks to cams for the beanbag, i was able to sleep even for just 30 minutes. thanks to ina for the massage. thank you tita jette for the biogesic.

my play was better today than last monday. they didn't skip lines, yehey!

langya ka benny. gantihan pala ha! you will have your time. someday. *****. whee!



>> Friday, January 13, 2006

see fish jump out of water!!!!

january 16: 5.30-6.00 pm
january 17: 5.00-5.30 pm
january 18: 5.50-6.15 pm
january 20: 5.30-6.00 pm

exhibit hall, 3/f gonzaga building, ateneo de manila university
tickets at 20 pesos



>> Monday, January 09, 2006

i don't want to rant when i'm in a bad mood. because after a few minutes, it will die down and i will feel stupid for being so angry at the world. but i would like to thank those who made me feel better.

benny wenny. oh the mr philosopher blessed me with his crazy mind. hehehe.

jihanskitoots. little ways and cute words says it all.

regi. ang taong close sa stars. as in celebrities.

yun lang. nawala na yung rant mood ko. kahit mejo bad trip parin ako, di na kasing tulad ng pauwi ako galing ng school.



>> Monday, January 02, 2006

You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter
And you also know that it's your inside that really shines
You do your best to look like an A-lister
But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

yeah. i'm picky when it comes to guys. correct!

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 53% Flirt

so.. what does that mean?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

You Are Boyish Sexy

You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys
Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football...
Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox.
You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.


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