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>> Thursday, June 30, 2005

sira ang araw ko ngayon. i'm not blaming anyone for this, it's just that i don't feel good today.

i tried to be the enthusiastic person during lunch at ken afford, but the horrible feeling did not stop the tears to well up in my eyes (i don't know if the block noticed it, but i almost cried during lunch). i did not even listen to sir during our history class.

i am disturbed.

why is it that when i try to be nice, they think that i like them? then when i keep quiet and stray away from communication, they think i am mad. they say sorry.

i really am not. but now, i am. what the freak is the problem with me?

during history, i wrote a dramatic entry on my history notebook. emotions are running my mind at that time, i wasn't thinking of any consequences, nor about grammar. i just wrote, and wrote, and wrote.

fish. today is not my day. one text drove everything down and i am now drowning in a sea of mixed emotions. i tried to force meyself to be the enthusiastic person i am, but somewhere inside me, tears started to well up in my eyes. i am scared. i don't want to see a particular person, my heart always pound when the minutes tick towards that moment. last year wasn't my year. it ruined my chances, my joy to serve, my life. i don't want to blame anybody, it wasn't their fault. but our lives have crossed, and everything isn't the same. i was changed. i don't know if it is for the better. for now, i feel otherwise. i can't understand people with small mindsets. where am i to stand? i talk to them, they think i like them. i joke around, they think they have the chances. they see themselves brushing elbows with the people who brought me in this world, but they don't know the threat they bring as soon as i go home. "kristyano ba ang mga iyan? yan ba ang natutunan nila sa youth?" is it all they do? that is what they see. talking to me will not lessen the chances that i will be banned from any meeting or activity. bawal na akong mag camp at vbe. period. thanks for that, now summers will always remind me of my last camp and vbe. do not think you are great. i stop the communication, they think i am mad. don't they see they are not my life? i can't understand them. i hate the rumors that spread. people actually think it is really true. i try to veer away from them, so that i won't be of any contact. but it seems that i am always the subject matter of every person's mouth. one year of acquiantances and they they think they know my life. sure i have told my problems, but don't think that you can turn the tide. no one has changed her views, not even those whom i have known since i was young. i am having a hard time every day. trying to bridge the barrier will just make the gap bigger. i'm trying to work my butt off to make things better but one moment seen of them cancels out everything. i am trying to be nice, in a way that will not evoke any speculation. because i do not have anything for you. i do not "like" anyone. i don't have or want any relationship. but no matter how hard i try to close my doors, they think otherwise. i always feel it is my fault if they can't move on, even if i shouldn't be. maturity? i don't see that in them. teen-age years are not about relationships. wham! a girl i like. wham! i court her. wham! she doesn't like me. wham! i still hope. but i die inside. fish. it is not like that. i don't see myself living a life with someone. because all i see are negations of that future. peers are supposed to help each other to mature, but it seems one person pulls the other down in the same attitude. i don't see any difference.

we were dismissed before i got to finish it. i'm not anymore in the mood to get to my point. it is just not my day. if you're going to talk to me, remember this: i'm not looking for a relationship. fish.

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aaamaziiingg

>> Wednesday, June 29, 2005

today was an interesting day.

i was alone in the fine arts department, waiting for the 430 meting of arete (aka humanities week). everyone was busy minding their own personal matters: xander at the computer, fr jav on his laptop, a junior cw was reading a comic book, and i was cutting out stuff for sanggu.

then all of a sudden, the bell rang.

it wasn't much of a surprise, knowing that the bell rings every hour. but after a few seconds, we all realized that it wasn't the kampenerang kuba (as jay calls it) bell. it was the old bell, the one that practically leaves us deaf when it rings.

weird.

it was fr jav who broke our thoughts. "isn't that the fire alarm?" then after a few seconds, we went back to our work. haha. but the bell did not stop ringing, it became annoying. since we could not smell any smoke or see any fire, we all went out to check what caused that fire alarm.

everyone scrambled outside of their rooms and assembled at the second floor lobby, just after the flight of stairs coming from the first floor. people from galian had one kind of expression on their faces. "what the heck was happening?"

the maintenance people and the guards scrambled here and there, trying to figure out what triggered the alarm. xander ran to all the rooms and locked all doors, as part of his responsibility in gonzaga. fr jav just walked out of gonzaga and went somewhere. i was left outside, minutes away from the meeting, while all my stuff was trapped inside the department.

after five minutes of confusion and deaf ears, the bell finally stopped ringing. it turned out that someone accidentally kicked (how could someone kick a fire alarm, when it is situated at face level?) the fire alarm.

xander, on the other hand, was thrilled. including me. haha, it was something new and it was one heck of an adventure.

sana maulit muli. wahehe.

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a poet, drained from words

>> Saturday, June 25, 2005

so i threw the poem on "little samantha". it was to crappy, and i can't imagine myself submitting that poem. i made a new one, but still on love. haha. it's not what you think it is, mehn. :D


I do not know how to love

They say it comes
without notice,
it hits you
you will know
when it's there.

One hundred pages of discussion yet the author wasn't able to pinpoint the real meaning of love. Philosophy won't give you answers, just questions to ponder on. I wrote about it, I talked to people about it. I went to orals seven-thirty in the morning prepared to answer what is the philosophy of love.

(But I didn't get thesis number 7,
I got number 3
which was about doubting)

"Love is when your partner gives you a pinky-hold, from the bus to the world of the unknown. Four fingers give you the freedom to dream and hold, if you dare. But the little finger tells you that someone is there."

simply there.

It was the child
inside me,
giving the answers
to life's
biggest questions.

But I have become a complicated
being. I look
for mathematical
and scientific
solutions,
but I always conclude
to a null
or a void.

Still it is love, I am looking for.


two more poems to go.

quote from sir larry: "please do not break up with your boyfriend just to be able to write poems." hehe, amen.

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little samantha

>> Thursday, June 23, 2005

this is the crappiest poem i have made. i'm still submitting this on monday, i don't want to think of another poem. i still have 4 to go. i have ideas on what to write, but the words to create a poem is still a mystery. i have to make one before i sleep. so i won't cram.

Little Samantha

She hurriedly
ran to her
big sister's room,
without knocking,
bursting with joy.
(It was the rule:
Knock first
before entering.)

"Anna! I am in love!"

Her sister stared
at her blankly
teary-eyed
for she
had just broken
up with her boyfriend
that afternoon.

"Ever heard of knocking?"

Samantha ignored her.
She said
that she had gone
on a date
with her crush,
which was actually
a fieldtrip
to the zoo
with the rest
of the grade two
students.

"We had a pinky-hold
from the bus
to the big world
of the animals.
He was nice,
he even gave
me his left-over lollipop."

Her sister replied that
the kids held
hands so that
they will
not get lost.
"Yuck, and you actually
Ate his lollipop?
Iww, germs.
And don't bother me,
you don't know
what real love is.
Go away."

Samantha wanted to defend
herself. But it seemed
impossible
to argue with her sister
at that time.
She turned
to leave the room.

"He didn't leave me alone
in the zoo.
He held my hand
until we were safe in the bus.
And we shared
a lollipop
which we both love."

Samantha silently closed
the door behind her.


ay walang sense yung poem. walang point. wahahaha... bahala na si batman. i can scrap this poem later in the semester. there's one poem that i made that i'm proud of. i'll post it some other time. :D

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isn't God da best?

>> Tuesday, June 21, 2005

i don't have classes tomorrow!!

God heard my prayer and now i'm not cramming my 2nd and 3rd reading of my philo homework. ok, ok. let me explain myself.

tomorrow, there will be a mass at the church of the gesu from 930-1030. since my theo class falls at the same time, fr. pat giordano (yes, in case you're wondering.. his chinese uncle owns the famous clothes line.. giordano, hence, his name. hehe) gave us a free cut. one class down!

930-1030, sir de jesus teaches philo 104. i don't know what has gotten into him, and he also gave his philo 103 students the day off. now i don't have to sleep late because of the mystery of holiness. hehe, i have the whole day tomorrow to reread the handouts.

and i can start writing poems for poetry on monday. 8 poems for monday! 1 down, 7 more to go. open up creative mind!

awww.. i didn't visit rizal today. sniff, sniff. i won't be seeing him tomorrow.

creative writing people!! attend F.A.G.Ass. (Fine Arts General ASSembly.. xander talaga, mga pakulo)on friday, june 24 at the fine arts exhibit hall. alam niyo ba kung saan yon? 3/f gonzaga hall.. ok? ok!attendance is a must!!!!

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.the love of my life.

>> Monday, June 20, 2005

i am proud to announce that i have a love life... (finally?!?)

si rj ang unang nakaalam nito.

mahigit 4 na taong panliligaw. ngayon ko muling naramdaman ang halaga niya sa sakin. bakit hindi ko siya pinansin ng 2 taon? bakit ngayon ko lang nalaman muli na kailangan ko siya?

this is it.

sabi nga ni ina, love na ito.

ayon sa pananalita ni dino, there is it!

siya si rizal. (ay ang tagalog ng pangalan. hehe)

halos araw-araw kaming nagkikita. binibisita ko siya, lagi ko siyang naalala. nangako akong pupuntahan ko siya parati at hindi ko puputulin ang aking pangako.


si rizal... library.

CHARRIIING!!! I LOVE THE LIBRARY!!! MWAHAHAHA!!

salamat kay idowl rj sa inspiration na ibunyag ang aking munting sikreto. hehehehe

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monday musings

* edlyn, darls and dianne hates me. hehe. i transferred to the 730 class today. i didn't tell anyone that i officially shifted until today, so everyone was shocked to see me coming out from the 730 class.

edlyn: ampangeeet mo!! BAKIT MO KAMI INIWAN???
darls: (has a shocked expression painted on her face langya ka yumi! ano ginawa mo?
dianne: lumipat ka?!?!?!?

teeheehee, i wabshu edlyn!

* 730 class is more fun ("funner" in my terms). the 830 people are so serious in their answers, that it seems impossible to make a mistake. there are lawyer-wanna-be's so they have this lawyer attitude that whatever comes out of their mouth seems correct. hehe, in the 730 class, some of my philo 101 and 102 classmates are there and some innocent-looking students. hehe

* i'm cramming my work today. jihan is telling me to focus on the work i should email today, but i'm not listening to her. blog muna. :)

it's so hot. it's the first thing in the morning, and i'm all sweaty. iwww... i wanna take a bath.

ok. back to work.

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consciousness of creaturehood

>> Sunday, June 19, 2005

now i understand why a lot of people study in coffee shops like starbucks. after church, tita mimi, mama and i went to starbucks for a bonding session. mama and tita sat on one table, and i studied for philo in another.

i think we were there for an hour or two, i was able to study (but not finish) the reading set for tomorrow. the smell of coffee and the ambiance of other people also studying (maybe they're medical students, towers of books cover their faces while drinking coffee) inspired me to study. if i have the money, i'll go to starbucks or seattle's best in katips to study. the place is quiet, no one will bother you, and you have till early morning to study. aha! new study area...

i think i saw yanny there. i was shy to take a second look. hehe, so i quickly turned my eyes to my philo readings.

three more pages to go and i'm done with my second round of the handouts.

does anyone know what national bookstore branch sells philosophy for dummies or the complete idiot's guide to philosophy? i really need more reference books to be able to understand philo. gusto ko umangat grade ko from C+ to B. hehe, asa pa ako! i was able to buy a book entitled "philosophy made easy", but it doesn't really capture what i need to know. good thing it's cheap. hehe, hindi masakit sa bulsa.

for my philo classmates, i'm transferring to the earlier class. reason? my public reason is that i don't want to be late for theo (930 am, right after the 830 class). at least if i finish at 830, i have one hour to walk from ctc to socsci and do last minute studying for any readings. personal reason, shhikreet!

schleiermacher's feeling of dependence is an effect of the causality of God's character. because of the existence of a higher being, there is a feeling of dependence. this is criticized because it does not fully capture the essence of numinuous. schleiermacher's feeling of dependence lies on self-consciousness, not on the divine spirit.

i hope what i wrote is correct. and that's not even close to having a good grade for recitation. i have to do better.

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mysterium tremendum

>> Saturday, June 18, 2005

i was a blue eagle lost in the realm of the maroons. i didn't know that i was supposed to meet my boss today, so i wore an ateneo shirt going to school. mom texted me that boss called her up and i should meet him that afternoon for lunch. it didn't matter for me, but i suddenly realized that my blue shirt would definitely catch attention in taft avenue. especially with the bold, white letters flashing on my chest: A-T-E-N-E-O.

i was able to get a load rev form (finally!). i'll just have to pay for the additional units on monday, then i'm off to bien lumbera's class on tuesday. starting this school year i will:

* make use of my free time. block "meetings" will only be during lunch time. otherwise, i will the library will be my boyfriend for the semester. lunch appointments are allowed.
* mondays, wednesdays and fridays are philo days. i have to read the handouts that afternoon (or morning) thrice before setting it aside for re-reading the next day. if i have time, i will have to write a short summary explaining the reading. i don't want to embarrass myself infront of the whole world, again. bingo!
* tuesday and thursday are for history
* use of internet only when i am free. and i mean free.
* goodbye encantadia. but not to csi. hehe


my boss' research assistant joked about my shirt when we got to UP manila.

"magtago ka na, siguradong bugbog sarado ka pag nakita ka ng mga die-hard up dito."

today's a saturday so there were a few number of students in campus. of course, up students would not kick my butt for wearing an ateneo shirt. besides, ateneo's not their rival. if i walked down the street of taft to the gates of the archers, i'm sure i'm going to get flashing stares at my shirt. hehe

we ate at karate kid in robinson's taft (?). it was the first time i ate sashimi, and that moment will be the last. sorry for the sashimi lovers, but i can't understand how people would actually eat those things. hehe flushing the sashimi with gulps of punch (thank goodness the drink was bottomless) helped a bit, but the feeling and the memory of the taste did not leave me. rice did help.

i got my salary again today, but my job isn't finished yet. i still have to make 5 more essays and edit the ones i did last night.

back to philo.

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i feel the word b-u-s-y

>> Thursday, June 16, 2005

have a break (from philo), have time to blog.

my goal for tonight is to read the philo handouts at least thrice before i hit the sack and call it a day. i'm still in the hype mood to study, so i started reading my handouts last night. i'm on my second round right now, and i pretty much have an idea on what the article is trying to say. but ask me to defend it, ahhhmm... pass? hehe i just hope sir de jesus doesn't call me for recitation tomorrow. or if the philo god of deity doesn't shine on me, please direct me to the right path of correct answers. why do you still have to put philosophy and religion in one course? aren't they satisfied on their own? bakit niyo pa kelangan mag-merge? whhhyyy???

i'm back to being a ghost writer. (horraah!!...???) i was called up again by my boss tonight - and right in the middle of encantadia - telling me to write 10 2-page essays by saturday afternoon. woah, that's more stressful than making 3 plays in 2 weeks. of course i can't turn this opportunity down, i'm getting paid for this. haha oops, oops, oops, bawal ma-excite yumi. wala ka pang nasusulat. i really have to finish reading whatever philo readings assigned tomorrow, so that i will cram the 10 essays friday night till saturday morning. i will still have to bring the essays to makati for submission. whopee.. work? i guess the ojt will have to wait until i can finally say that my task is over.

mayene (cw batch 2007) is super-duper excited on the fa festival. she has been my textmate for two days straight and she wants to help us in marketing. cool. but it think her excitement's waaay to high that she's forgetting that the fine arts festival is not really the most important in the last year of the fine arts people. i had to remind her that we have to formulate our vision, mission and objectives first to be able to create a marketing letter that is convicing. we have just started meeting with missy and i have learned that we have a lot to come up with before actually finalizing our marketing strategy. it's good that we were able to fix our marketing packages, but there are still holes in promotions, especially through the media. i hope that as soon as we submit the first requirements, we can hussle our way to the industry and "ask money". hehe. but for now, i'm going to tap my connections first (aka relatives working in big companies) before going with those that i don't know. tomorrow, i'll consult with a marketing graduate and ask her to edit our marketing letter.

damn, i can't concentrate. our neighbor is singing his lungs out with his "magic sing" and belting "saaay daat yuu lab mee end siyow mii dat yu kerr..." *groan* "pirst i was apreyd i was pertipayd.." manong, cut it out! hindi pa lasing night, bukas pa...

ok. back to philo. eto nanaman ako, mukhang bibig ko nanaman ang philo.

i can't wait to see sir de jesus' face when he sees the dictionary we'll be bringing tomorrow. thanks to the fine arts department for the EEENNCYYCLOPEEDIAAA DDIICTIOOONARRYYYY.. (read the last two words with a booming voice.) i wonder how heavy that dictionary is?

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5 minutes till midnight

>> Wednesday, June 15, 2005

i've been staring at my philo handout for 2 hours now. it's 6 pages long and i'm only at the 2nd page. so far, i haven't understood a single sentence. that's always the case when i read my philo handouts. i just hope i don't get grilled by migs on friday. i envy the guy who gets a gift from sir on friday (he won't be called because it's his birthday). okhaaayyy...

don't worry edlyn, i'll bring a dictionary too. i always bring one during philo classes. i'd be glad to share the burden of carrying the fa dept's BIG dictionary to bel every meeting. hehe

i hope i wake up early so that jace and i will be able to fix our powerpoint presentation for missy tomorrow. :)

guidance test was a breeze. i lied in some questions (haha) because i didn't really know what to answer. actually i was also lying to myself -- forcing to assure myself that i am not that kind of person. why? dunno.

i really have to go back to my philo readings. i want to read it at least 5 times so that i will have the confidence to face the people in the classroom. actually, i don't have any problems with sir, it's just that i feel intimidated with some people in the class. my highschool schoolmates for example. i'm not really close to those people, and i feel a sense of competitiveness when i'm around them. and there are the sanggu people. dang, i know they ARE good, especially in explaining things. i don't know why i didn't feel that kind of feeling with my former philo classmates. i feel challenged in this class. and there is something inside of me that wants to shift to the 730 class. *shrug*

but i doubt that i'll be able to read it three times. i'll try to do two times.

ok. back to philo. "here for the first time we come up against the contrast between rationalism and profounder religion, and with this contrast and its sights we shall be repeatedly concerned in what follows."

and i promise myself to look for an ojt by next week. i have companies in mind, i just need to fix my resume. hehe

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something i miss

ngayong nasa maynila na ako.. hindi ko makakalimutan ang...

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hipon sa bahay ng lola ni edlyn. haha

disclaimer: hindi talaga yan ang kinain kong hipon sa kanila. kinuha ko lang to sa internet. hehe

para makita mo ang nangyari sa araw na ito, punta nalang kayo sa lj ko. yung link ay nasa links page. (duh. hehe)

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first day funk.. let's do the funk... let's do the first day funk..

>> Tuesday, June 14, 2005

i am very thankful for this day. not bad for a first day funk, and i hope all goes well for the rest of the semester.

practicum.. fa 198 direk missy is our adviser for our thesis aka practicum. she's organized and strict with the rules, so i'm sure everything will go as planned. and i'm very confident that we will kick-ass on our fine arts festival. i can't wait. i'm so excited. missy was thrilled to know that our batch has decided on a name and a chart of committees. i was grilled in front of the class since i'm the head and my co-head is somewhere on earth, dancing with the bayanihan. hehe. at least we have done something. whee! this friday, i'm going to have our marketing letter edited, so we can start "asking money". hehe, and so we can be able to hold more fund raising events so that we won't cram on our marketing stuff. we really want this to work. come on!!

it was fun to have practicum as the first class for the semester. i felt like it was back to our first year, when all the block e members were in one room. i can't believe that we still stuck as one big happy family, a big group of friends for almost 4 years. kewl.

history 166. i thought i would be all alone in this class (all because of the random number.. everyone was in the hundreds and i was in the early batch. i got the lucky slot, then the rest got together on the other classes). when we ate in cantina, i found out that abi took the same teacher, only that her section was Q, unlike mine which was R. i told her to switch classes since she had no class at that same time, and the teacher was the same as mine. no need to load rev, she just had to tell the teacher. we still debated on what classroom we were supposed to go to, until i found my former english blockmate with madrona too as the teacher. good. :) rae was also there. yipee! groupmates! hehehehe...

sir madrona is so fuuun. he gives exemptions (ghad, i hope i get my frist exemption... puhhleeeze.. i pramis to study hard. promise!!) and increases the percentage of papers and group presentations if they deserve more than what is written on the syllabus. he gives a lot of bonuses, so there is a great, big, big, big, BIG chance that we get exempted from finals. jace and jihan already told story about madrona's teaching and i wasn't prepared on what i would be hearing from him:

"we will be talking about the history of the phileppens..."
"the long test will cover the puuriod of the spaniards to the japanese"

hehe. da best si madrona.

that's all for the first day. i hope tomorrow will be as fun as today. and oh, i have a big break because of the guidance test for soh. dang... nood tayong sine!! tara, gateway!

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mga tanong, mga sagot...

>> Monday, June 13, 2005

may mga katanungan sa buhay ko na hindi mabibigyan ng kasagutan habang buhay pa ako sa mundong ito. hindi ko ito mabibigyan ng paraan -- tanging pasasalamat lang sa Maykapal ang maaari kong gawin. hindi ko alam kung bakit nangyayari sa akin ang mga ito, ngunit ito ay mga pagkakataon para makilala ko ang aking sarili, ang akin katauhan, ang aking Diyos. buhay ko ito.

tumatanda na ako. sa isang buwan, madadagdagan na muli ang taon sa aking buhay. nararamdaman ko na ang pagluluwag ng aking mga magulang pagdating sa paglabas ng bahay. kahit hindi ako nakasama sa kids' camp noong isang buwan, pasasalamat ko narin sa Diyos at hinayaan niya akong makapasyal sa iba't ibang lugar. una ang lucban. pangarap ko na dati ang makita ang pahiyas festival. itong pagkakataon ang nagbukas sa akin sa kultura na mayroon ang pilipino. kakaiba ang pakiramdam nang makita ko ang mga palamuting kiping at gulay sa dingding ng mga bahay para bigyang kulay ang bayan ng lucban. pangalawa ang mga bakasyon sa los banos. kahit saglit ang paglalangoy sa isang resort at sa private pool kasama ang mga kamag-anak, naging masaya ako dahil nagamit ko ang aking nalalaman pagdating sa paglalangoy. nararamdaman ko na malapit ko nang makamit ang pangarap kong mag-aral sa isang tunay na paaralan sa paglalangoy dahil sa sunod-sunod na pagkakataon sa languyan. pangatlo ang subic. ito ang unang pagkakataon na pinayagan ako ng maluwag na pumunta sa isang lugar na kasama ang aking mga kaibigan. sayang nga lang at hindi nakasama si jing, si kim at si jihan, ngunit masaya parin ito dahil nandon si edlyn at si cerz. matagal narin akong hindi nakakpunta ng beach, at ang mga kaibigan ko pa ang kasama kong nagsaya sa buhangin at tubig dagat. 3 araw at 2 gabi (at walang katapusang laro ng monolopoly) kaming magkasama sa subic at sa bulacan. hindi ko iyon pagpapalit sa anong halaga ng pera. pang-apat ang buhay ko. labingwalong taon na akong buhay sa mundo, at marami na akong napagdaanan. maraming panahon na nalugmok sa kalungkutan, at maraming panahon na nasa langit ang aking katuwaan. mga pagsubok na dinaranas sa buhay -- kasangkapan ng isang makulay na buhay.

maraming bagay ang dapat kong pasalamatan. marami rin akong hinihingi. ngunit unti-unti itong nagbibigyan katuparan. tama nga ang kasabihan, in His time... He makes all things beautiful in His time. pana-panahon lang yan.

hinihintay ko na lamang ang mga sagot sa mga tanong ko. hinihintay ko nalang ang araw na kukunin ako ng Diyos. pero wag po muna ngayon, alam kong marami pang mga pangyayari na nakahanda para sa akin.

bakit ko kailangan itong pagdaanan? hindi ko malalaman ang sagot kailanman. ang Diyos lang ang nakakaalam. pagtanggap lamang ang kailangan at bahala na ang Diyos sa iba.

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cov courts committee will always be in my heart

>> Thursday, June 09, 2005

i helped regi the other night in setting up the site for gma. i was the one who supplied the words for jessica soho's page. click on the link! i made 3 other more... but i forgot what shows were the others. hehe

tapos na ang orsem!! gosh, this orsem is my last orsem. i will miss...

cov courts people. i will never forget you guys. promise. for the friendships i've made and the people whom i've shared my joys on the orsem. nikko, jose, laurence, annika, pauline, ROCHELLE (i wabshu!), dianne, roman, margot, EDDERS!, dino (kamukha ni bamboo! promise.), kit, tin, etc. freshmen... mooob! winner ang ating mga payong brigade. walang tatalo. pose!

heads. da best diane and paton! thanks for your patience. emman (kuleet ng lahi.. "may naghahanap sakin? nanay ko?!?!"), rinna (good job.. head na ang rinna babes!), keit (ms. marketing-head-na-utos-nang-utos.. palkpak naman... ewan. haha), at lahat nang iba. congrats.

trash. believe it or not, i will miss segretation. food waste, c2 bottles, refresh cups, utensils, "others". there is nothing more satisfying than having the freshmen's gravy on our hands. even though i was pissed at some blocks who did not segretate their trash, i will still miss picking their left overs on the floor. when classes start, there will only by two trash bins. biodegradable and non biodegradable. clean up as you go! sir andres should've sang his song during the orsem. instant lss!

weights. aka c2 bottles. last year, i carried softdrinks in cans in big boxes. now, it's c2 bottles. 24 bottles all in one trip to the blocks. instant workout!

counting chairs, food, and c2 bottles. my math was tested again. hehe, every time the freshies "mobed" out, we always recounted the chairs. we always hated it when the tnt's told us that the chairs were not enough -- when we counted the number of chairs thrice. i didn't know whose fault it was, the freshies or the tnt, or the other committees. basta hindi kami yon kasi pagod na pagod kaming magbilang. we lost all our idle time because of math.

FRESHMEN MOOOB!!! i know the freshies hated that command, i hated it too when i was having my orsem in 2002. but that word will always be in the next orsems. how many times have i said that?

parteee!! well, it wasn't really a party. log com had a war with the tnt and the floor was drenched with "blood" after 30 mins. actually, we couldn't wait to bomb the other committee while the orcom was having their meeting. but emman stopped us... nyeee... but we resumed after ann (orsem head) gave her remarks. daya ng tnt, may cooler. kami c2 bottles lang at hose. thanks to mela, jay, chino, james, annika, rochelle... i took an early bath. haha

arrgghhh... i wish i have 10 years more to witness the next orsems. if i have the chance, i will always volunteer for cov courts. nothing beats the fulfillment of serving the freshmen (kahit pasaway yung iba) through the "dirty work". kung walang cov courts, walang kakainin yung ibang committees, walang uupuan yung freshies (sige, sa sahig kayo), walang magbibigay ng first aid sa mga nahimatay at nasugatan, walang magpapayong sa mga freshies pag umuulan, walang magsasabi ng "moooob!", walang magsesegregate ng trash niyo, etc.

MISS KO NA COV COURTS!!! waaaaaaahhhh.....

i can't feel my feet anymore. salamat sa lahat na nagsign sa name tag ko. sayang, hindi ko napasulat yung ibang cov courts, hindi na kasya eh. hehe

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cov courts committee will always be in my heart

i helped regi the other night in setting up the site for gma. i was the one who supplied the words for jessica soho's page. click on the link! i made 3 other more... but i forgot what shows were the others. hehe

tapos na ang orsem!! gosh, this orsem is my last orsem. i will miss...

cov courts people. i will never forget you guys. promise. for the friendships i've made and the people whom i've shared my joys on the orsem. nikko, jose, laurence, annika, pauline, ROCHELLE (i wabshu!), dianne, roman, margot, EDDERS!, etc. freshmen... mooob! winner ang ating mga payong brigade. walang tatalo. pose!

heads. da best diane and paton! thanks for your patience. emman (kuleet ng lahi.. "may naghahanap sakin? nanay ko?!?!"), rinna (good job.. head na ang rinna babes!), keit (ms. marketing-head-na-utos-nang-utos.. palkpak naman... ewan. haha), at lahat nang iba. congrats.

trash. believe it or not, i will miss segretation. food waste, c2 bottles, refresh cups, utensils, "others". there is nothing more satisfying than having the freshmen's gravy on our hands. even though i was pissed at some blocks who did not segretate their trash, i will still miss picking their left overs on the floor. when classes start, there will only by two trash bins. biodegradable and non biodegradable. clean up as you go! sir andres should've sang his song during the orsem. instant lss!

weights. aka c2 bottles. last year, i carried softdrinks in cans in big boxes. now, it's c2 bottles. 24 bottles all in one trip to the blocks. instant workout!

counting chairs, food, and c2 bottles. my math was tested again. hehe, every time the freshies "mobed" out, we always recounted the chairs. we always hated it when the tnt's told us that the chairs were not enough -- when we counted the number of chairs thrice. i didn't know whose fault it was, the freshies or the tnt, or the other committees. basta hindi kami yon kasi pagod na pagod kaming magbilang. we lost all our idle time because of math.

FRESHMEN MOOOB!!! i know the freshies hated that command, i hated it too when i was having my orsem in 2002. but that word will always be in the next orsems. how many times have i said that?

parteee!! well, it wasn't really a party. log com had a war with the tnt and the floor was drenched with "blood" after 30 mins. actually, we couldn't wait to bomb the other committee while the orcom was having their meeting. but emman stopped us... nyeee... but we resumed after ann (orsem head) gave her remarks. daya ng tnt, may cooler. kami c2 bottles lang at hose. thanks to mela, jay, chino, james, annika, rochelle... i took an early bath. haha

arrgghhh... i wish i have 10 years more to witness the next orsems. if i have the chance, i will always volunteer for cov courts. nothing beats the fulfillment of serving the freshmen (kahit pasaway yung iba) through the "dirty work". kung walang cov courts, walang kakainin yung ibang committees, walang uupuan yung freshies (sige, sa sahig kayo), walang magbibigay ng first aid sa mga nahimatay at nasugatan, walang magpapayong sa mga freshies pag umuulan, walang magsasabi ng "moooob!", walang magsesegregate ng trash niyo, etc.

MISS KO NA COV COURTS!!! waaaaaaahhhh.....

i can't feel my feet anymore. salamat sa lahat na nagsign sa name tag ko. sayang, hindi ko napasulat yung ibang cov courts, hindi na kasya eh. hehe

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i'ts not hau'oli.

>> Tuesday, June 07, 2005

it's supposed to be happiness. it's supposed to be joy. but this batch is the most "un-enthusiastic" batch i have ever seen.

of course, i'm not talking about everybody. i'm looking at the negative side of orsem.

1. "mob"-ing out and in. they have seen that the log com are tellling them to run, or to move double-time. and what do they do? they roll their eyes, and walk as if they own the world. nakakawala rin ng gana sumigaw at mag-cheer.

2. lunch time. ateneans are trained to segregate trash. so what does the log com do after the freshmen leave the covcourts after lunch? they pick up the trash that the freshmen did not throw. the covcourts was a great smokey mountain. the tnt's did not even tell their freshies to go to the trashbins and clean their trash. don't you know how dirty our job is? we had to segrate the food you ate. try segregating gravy, left-over food and drinks of 2000+ freshies and tnts. then tell me if you enjoyed it.

3. logcom. it's not also the freshies fault. the logcom already knows that we're under the expected volunteer count, but some volunteers just sit their butts out and do nothing. i can name names right now, but i know it's not correct. we arrived at 530, left at 730, tired from all those work.. but some arrived late then left early. i didn't even see them carry heavy boxes, distribute food, arrange chairs the whole day. what the heck? what did you volunteer for? to fill your resume (as rinna said to us..)? nagvolunteer pa kayo. grabe ka rin mang-utos, responsibilidad mong pumunta ng training at magtrabaho sa covcourts. grrr... kung sana tumutulong kayo, eh di mas mabilis yung trabaho.

there are some freshies who did their job. i hope you stay long in ateneo. i don't have complaints on my job as cov courts volunteer, but please, please, please... i beg the frehies to do theirs. this is not just some orientation where we will spoonfeed everything to you. don't expect us to do everything for you. clean your trash. you're not in highschool anymore.

i hope tomorrow will be better.

[this is the first orsem i went home hot and sticky. i've never been so tired before.. from picking all those trash that the freshmen left. 2 days more to go... then subbiiic naaa..... tara na. gusto ko na magswimming bago "magpakandarapadacious" (whatta word) sa philo, theo at history]

freshmen... MOOOOOOBBBB!!!!!

oh yeah, my pants smell of palmolive shampoo. i accidentaly sat on one open sachet of shampoo. great. at least tipid sa sabong panlaba.

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a day before i shout... MOOOOOBBB!!

>> Monday, June 06, 2005

ORSEM NA BUKAS!!!

FREEESHHHMEEENN.... MOOOOOBBB!!!

oh i can't wait. :D

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nanood kami kanina ng coach carter. isa siyang sine tungkol sa basketbol, ngunit hindi ito tungkol sa basketbol. malabo ba? manood ka, sigurado ako maiintindihan niyo ang ibig sabihin ko.

ang pagiging isang basketbolista ay hindi dapat nabubuhay sa paglalaro para sa paaralan. kaya ka nga naglalaro para sa paaralan kasi ikaw ay isang estudyante. kasing importante ng pagbibigay puntos sa paaralan ang pag-aaral. kaya kung hindi mo maayos ang mga grado mo, 'wag ka nalang mag-laro.

all-around si samuel jackson. jedi na nga, basketball coach pa. talo kayo!

"gimme 200 suicides."

kala ko naman kung paano ka mamatay ng dalawang daang beses. isang klase pala yon ng basketball training. haha

ok narin kahit hindi ko mapanood ang madagascar. next time nalang. hehe, ayokong palampasin ang coach carter.

sana ganoon din ang coach ng mga basketball teams dito. lahat ng manlalaro, may average na B. oh-hah!

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IKAKASAL NA SI KRIS AQUINO KAY JAMES YAP?!?!?!

WHAT DA...

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it's just me talking to myself

>> Sunday, June 05, 2005

i know i'm living a lie. i've been denying feelings and facts that have been haunting me all these years. why can't accept these facts? why do i keep these things from others, even to myself?

sometimes i think i'm not completely happy. i should be -- i have loving friends and relatives around me who care, God pours his blessings bountifully, but why do i feel incomplete? was it something i did in the past?

there are certain issues i want to face. sentences i want to tell people. feelings i want to express. but i can't. i can't even say them out loud, not even a whisper to myself. i'm afraid to think of it. i don't want to disappoint myself. but that is the reason why i'm in this situation.

i can't say that i'm suicidal, i can't even think of killing myself. but there are times that i break down and cry in my dreams, giving up on all the tings that is happening to me. i always thank God for the blessings that he has given me, but deep inside, i want Him to take me with Him and rest eternally.

i'm not tired, i still want to see the world. you go back to what i said, i want to die right now, but i still want to see my future. it's ironic, and it's bothering me. damn, why am i even asking these questions?

i want to talk to someone, but i can't get it out of my mouth. it's not that i trust my friends (that's why they're my friends. i trust them.. so much), i just don't know how much i will tell them. there are a lot of secrets sweling inside of me, it eats the joy i have in my life.

i wear a mask, to everyone including myself.

i guess the term, it's not you, it's me suits my situation right now.

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blue-red-blue

>> Saturday, June 04, 2005

countdown to orsem: 4 days!

why do doctors have very (and i mean VERY) illegible handwriting?

when we were in grade one, we were taught how to write in script. we faced a sheet of pad paper ruled with blue-red-blue lines where we would place the letters in loops and twirls. we would grip the pencil and press hard on the paper, slowly writing each letter, so as not to make any mistakes. we would be proud of our big handwriting if our teacher would place a star or a smiling face on the top of the page. we would be excited to write our name on anything: paper, walls, floors, dad's meeting papers, sister's diary, newspapers... anything our hands can hold. i remember my mom scolding me for writing in her bible, the first page was full of different script versions of my name in ballpen -- it couldn't come off anymore. up to now, my mother still uses that bible with my handwriting in it.

as we went on with school, script writing became a requirement. we were given a low grade if the letters were not joined properly, or did not follow the blue-red-blue rule. our handwriting improved througout the years. soon enough, the blue-red-blue lines vanished from our notebooks. notebooks were just black lines and we understood that spaces in between lines were the spaces in which we would write. since we knew until what height the letter e is supposed to go, red lines were not needed anymore. good-bye "guide lines", hello imaginary lines.

but where do all those studying go? why does our handwriting change when we get our professions?

i can't understand why all doctors have veeery beautiful writing. when i'm editing the essay i wrote for a doctor (aka my boss), it takes me hours to decipher the comments in script. words look like the lines we see in the machine that checks the heartbeat of person: a straight line, etched with zigzags going up or down. if the line zigzags going down, then you know it's y, g, p, j or q. if it's going up then it's t, f, h, k, l, b, or d. i don't have time to do cryptic work because i'm beating a deadline. but i have to go through it or else... i get a failing grade for not reading comments.

where did the blue-red-blue handwriting go?

maybe they're not anymore paying attention to simple things such as handwriting. they do have a lot to put their attention to, such as memorizing all those diseases, the anatomy, medicines for different sicknesses, the recent trends in health, technology in seeking answers to health issues, etc. but how will they write it down and pass it on if no one can understand their handwriting but themselves?

yes of course, there is the computer to write it down.

but...

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songsongsong

>> Friday, June 03, 2005

the song that hit me today. heard it on now radio 98.7 dzfe.

on my knees

there are days when i feel
the best of me is ready to begin
and there're days when i feel
i'm leeting go soaring on the wind
'cause i've learned in laughter
or in pain how to survive

i get on my knees
i get on my knees
there i am before the love
that changes me
see, i don't know how
but there's pow'r
when i'm on my knees

i can be in a crowd
or by myself almost anywhere
when i feel there's a need
to talk with God, he is Emmanuel
when i close my eyes
no darkness there
there's only light

i get on my knees
i get on my knees
there i am before the love
that changes me
see, i don't know
but there's pow'r
in the blue skies
in the midnight
when i'm on my knees

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huling araw ng linggo. pero ito pa lamang ang simula ng lahat.

1251 am
minutes away from shutting down the computer
hours away from my enlistment
days away from doomsday

status message: dandandandaaaannn... reg na bukas!

regi's officemate (si kenneth daw.. kung sino man siya) thought the reg i was referring to was regi. i was talking about the registration -- which is hours from now -- and i wasn't expecting any reaction from his officemate. so riding on with the joke..

ARAW MO NGAYON REGI! national holiday: regi's day, june 3 2005. mark your calendars because it's reginald's holiday. teeheehee

i wonder what will happen on my reg? i hope i get my preferred schedule. please, Lord. pleeeseeee..

oh yeah, before i forget...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAAAYYY!!!!! basbas naman dyan father jay! hehehehe

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931 pm

finally. registration is over. and i'm a big loner this first semester. niiiceee..

monday, wednesday, friday
830-930 philo 103 de jesus O bel 210
930-1030 theo 141 giordano E csr
430-730 fa 108 ypil A somewhere in gonzaga (mondays only)

tuesday, thursday
1030-12 fa 198 maramara A somehwere in gonzaga again hehe
130-3 hi 166 madrona R ctc 305

i don't know anyone who's taking the same theo and history classes as i do. darls and edlyn are my classmates for philo but for the rest of my core subjects, i'm a sore loser. haha i hope i see someone familiar on june 15.

i worked at oaa after my reg till 330, then went to the cov courts with jace and hanniel for the orsem ga. there was a celebration of the eucharist to start the ga. during the middle of the mass, a girl in front of us fainted. she just dropped to her chair as if someone pushed her. log people assisted her away from the seats, and while they were walking her to the back of the cov courts, she dropped on the floor again. i don't know of she lost consciousness or what. the next thing i knew, everything was normal.. except that everyone were exchanging comments with each other about the incident.

why is it that i missed going to mass? hehe, when i was in high school, i was present in every single mass... because they were required. there was a feeling of fulfillment when i realized that i still knew most of the responses during the celebration. the only thing i can't remember anymore is the chronological order of the mysteries of the rosary. hehe.

orsem film was super duper great. boyet was billy bonka. yes, the film was based on the movie willy wonka and the chocolate factory. it was very funny and the cinematography was great. yes, it's better than the previous films. of course, gawa yan ng batchmates namin! go cams and mackie!! *applause* winner talaga si jake. best actor of all times. bagay kay jake ang nerd look. nyahahaha! his personality is ironic with his character in the film. pumapasok ba ever si jake sa lib? wahaha... i can't really disclose the whole film, i might spoil the fun for the incoming freshies who are reading my blog (as if meron. haha) my most favorite part was the special "participation" of sponge cola. winner. pwedeng mag-concert sa walkway papuntang mateo ricci!!!

can't wait for orsem!

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random sentences

- praning nanaman ako. miss paranoid. bakit kaya? shiikreet...
- sino kaya si kai na sinasabi ni kuya chris? ayaw kasi magkwento eh
- i cried this morning. nag-emote sa banyo. haha
- maganda ang orsem shirt namin. magaling!
- sobrang bitin ng mga scenes sa encantadia. corny yung fight scene nila papunta ng devas. hehe, maganda parin si alena. ang cute ni imaw!
- how i hate reg days.
- tipid sa text yumi! hanggang next week na yan!
- orsem... some memory haunts my mind. 1 year na.
- good luck sa sched ko pag mwf. 10 mins para maglakad from bel to csr. unless ilipat ni migs yung classroom namin to somewhere nearer.

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.today is sleepy day.

>> Thursday, June 02, 2005

i don't know why i've been sooo sleepy these days. maybe it's the effect of not sleeping for 24 hours (because of my work).

i went to school tomorrow for the sophie's reg. inakala ng beauty ko na late na ako (kasi enemail ko pa yung inedit kong essay sa aking bossing kaninang umaga.. eh pagong ang bilis ng internet ko. haha) kasi dumating ako lagpas na ng alas-7 ng umaga. but no. nasa labas pa sila hiyas, nico, ate tin, ge, marj at paola. wala ni isa sa kanila may susi sa oaa. at nag-iinit na ang ulo ng mga sophomores dahil mami-miss nila ang random number. kasiii.. asan si ate ditas?

after 10 million years, may dumating din na may susi (patay, hindi ko maalala yung pangalan niya. bukas, maaalala ko yan. pramis.) at nagmadali kaming nag-set up sa labas ng office. buti nalang mga superman kami, at mabilis namin na-stamp ang mga regforms ng mga iskolar ng ateneo.

nagpauso nanaman si nico ng mga corny jokes. pero alam niyo naman ang yumi, kababawan ng mundo.. benta ang mga jokes ni nico..

Q: bakit sad si jesus?
A: kasi jesus christ (pronounced as cries)

nyeeeekkk...

Q: bakit mayaman si jesus?
A: kasi jesus saves

nyaaayyykkk...

Q: bakit hindi nauuhaw si jesus?
A: because jesus is king of the jews (juice)

uuhhhh.... hahaha!!

pero mas benta yung "too many walls" na joke. kaso pangit pag dito ko kinwento. kasi kelangan kakantahin. pag nagkita nalang tayo, kkwento ko sayo (kung sino ka man.. ) hahaha

1 pm, umalis ako sa oaa (pagkatapos ng masarap na lunch na chicken curry. babala: huwag iinom ng c2 na green tea. sinsasabi ko na.. magsisisi kayo. buti pa yung apple flavor) para mag-pack ng kung ano-ano para sa orsem 2005. pagdating namin ni edlyn sa cov courts.. aba! napakalinis ng lugar! asan ang mga tao? ahhmm, diba 1 pm ang call time?

tinawagan ko yung isang logcore (na hindi ko kilala kung sino. basta lalake) at sabi na 3pm pa darating ang loot bag. sige lang, paghintayin kami. buti nalang may cards na dala si edlyn. dumating si jace at cathy... walang kamatayang tong-its at pusoy dos nanaman.

3pm. akala mong dadating ang truck? nooo... hindi dumating. nagpunit nalang kami ng flyers para sa orsem kit (yata) habang nagkukwentuhan ng kung ano-ano. ang ganda ng trabaho! sana nag-stay nalang ako sa oaa.. may bayad pa.

bumalik ako sa oaa kasama si jace ng 4pm. nagtrabaho uli ako ng isang oras. pambawi sa kakornihan sa covcourts. buti nalang air-con. haha, malamig. bukas uli, pagkatapos kong magreg... babalik ako.

ayoookooo magreg. nakakainis.. sana makuha ko yung gusto kong schedule. papatayin ko ang regcom kapag hindi maayos ang sched ko. hindi na nga maayos yung classes, guguluhin niyo pa. buti nalang napa-stamp ko na kahapon yung reg form ko. teeheehee.. kadayaan ng mundo. bakit, ako nagsstamp at wala namang ginagawa kahapon? oh why not? pinayagan naman ako ni ate tin eh.. beehhlat.

hindi ko feel mag-english o mag straight na tagalog. gusto ko kwentuhan ang istayl. pagod na utak ko sa kakaisip ng english words. kasi mamaya, magta-trabaho uli ako kaya ayoko ubusin yung laman ng utak ko sa blog. mas kailangan yon sa essay ko. may bayad yon eh. wahahaha!!! pero pagkatapos nito, hindi na mauulit. sana...

o siya. at kakain na kami ng hapunan. mamaya, encantadia na. ayoko palampasin yon. nakaktuwa.

kaya ko kayang hindi magtext hanggang june 9? taas na kasi ng bill ko eh...

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wishes 101

>> Wednesday, June 01, 2005

1. graduate with good grades 2. get a job with regular pay 3. original soundtrack of polar express 4. publish my own book 5.finally get my computer fixed 6. cd of san miguel master chorale 7. meet darth vader and get to wear his mask 8.a light saber 9. learn how to do the butterfly stroke 10. complete chronicles of narnia (3,6,7) 11. win a gift certificate from national worth 10,000 pesos 12. go back to taking piano lessons and actually finishing the semester 13. south border cd (the one with their latest hits) 14. a dvd player 15. get seen on tv... kahit extra lang. hehe 16. sing at a karaoke 17. force myself not to exceed my cellhone limit of 500 18. go on a shopping spree 19. wear a bikini 20. sleep the whole day... again. 21. go on a vacation with friends 22. lorieland outing with sonshine again!! 23. go to gym regularly 24. a baby grand piano 25. meet josh groban 26. re-learn italian and learn to speak fluently. come stai? 27. learn how to drive before i go to work 28. eradicate all mosquitoes in the world 29. my own private pool 30. not to become a political ghost writer 31. get my current job done before classes start 32. a pair of flip-flops aka tsinelas 33. learn how to dance 34. fulfill my promise of a movie-gimik with regi 35. get a decent schedule for 1st semester 36. a successful fine arts festival 37. learn how to do effective marketing 38. say what-i-need-to-say to someone 39. a surprise party 40. go hiking to the top of any mountain 41. watch a uaap game live 42. go on a movie marathon 43. a digital camera 44. a teaching job in ateneo 45. return of the king book 46. book - all of ramona's series by beverly cleary 47. learn how to make my own template 48. short skirt 50. white fitted shirt 51. harry potter 6 52. do 100 laps on an olympic-sized pool 53. get married 54. forget all my bad memories 55. finish a masteral degree on creative writing 56. be a manager of a fast food chain (kahit for how many months lang) 57. fulfill the block e dream of caf-e or cwlp 58. win an award 59. people won't blame the government for their own faults 60. compose a song 61. throw a surprise party for my parents 62. DL uli bago gumradweyt 63. learn how to drive 64. white belt 65. a boyfriend???? (where did that come from?) 66. sleep under the stars 67. spend a week in a hotel 68. learn how to cook a meal 69. die peacefully 70. buy a condo unit 71. musical score of phantom of the opera 72. take a second course in up (flcd) 73. be part of a band 74. sing solo on stage 75. go bungee jumping 76. eat bugs 77. learn how to paint still-life 78. go to the prayer mountain all by myself 79. be un-conscious of myself 80. learn how to write shorthand 81. a box of memories 82. a bubble bath 83. write a segment for a tv show 84. meet lea salonga 85. and autographed picture of johnny depp 86. decorate my room 87. watch northfork again 88. a swimming party with all my friends 89. a peaceful family 90. a decent life for my cousin 91. reach the expectations i set for myself 92. increase my faith 93. say "i love you" to everyone 94. a bigger memory for my computer.. or better yet a new computer 95. join an arnis class 96. grow taller 97. visit the set of encantadia and become an extra (kahit walang dialogue.. ok na sakin!) 98. a new swimsuit 99. a new pair of optical goggles 100. more self-esteem 101. another 101 wishes!!

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great nothingess...

nakuha ko na ang ungang sweldo ko. feeling rich ang beauty ko, sulit narin ang pagiging ghost writer ko. pero hindi pa tapos ang trabaho, may ie-edit pa ako. deadline ko sa sabado. mayroon din pala sa thursday. yehey. balik trabaho. pero hindi na ako magc-cram. i learned my lesson. hehe

nakausap ko si regi kanina (actually hanggang ngayon) sa ym. tama ang sinabi niya, dapat ihinto ko na ito. pero paano? good luck nalang sa akin. ayoko lang mangyari yung kinakatakutan ko. bahala na si batman.

speaking of regi, nagpadala nanaman siya ng picture na kasama ang artista. ngayon, si narda naman. hehe, pumunta daw sila sa set ng darna nung friday. nagpapicture siya sa babaeng nakasama niya dati sa elevator. ininterview din daw nila si dennis trillo (haaay...) at si alex de rossi.

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iba talaga pag nagta-trabaho ka sa isang tv station. haha, si mariel nalang ang kulang na pic regi! hehe. kaso, nasa channel 2 na yata yon eh! :D

nakuha ko narin yung mga pictures nung birthday ni kara. shempre, kinuha ko lang yung kasama ako. yung iba, nandon pa sa yahoogroups namin. iba na itusra namin! hehe, isipin mo. mga kaklase ko yan nung grade school.

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tutulog na ako. gigising pa ako bukas ng maaga para kunin ang reg form ko. hehe. sana matuloy ang lunch-out namin ni regi sa friday. bahala na si batman uli. :D

jaayy.. heepi vurtdhey sa friday! libre! libre! libre! susunod na si helga dya! hehe idowl! malapit narin birthday mo! apir!

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